Suicide note

I write pictures from my head on a naked piece of paper.

Fill it with words from the moments with you.

Moments that I am missing somewhere, sometime.
and this longing is somehow think I pass it.

I think about you after, tears in his eyes.

Moments rob me still breathing.

A short moment, and everything is different.

I've always told you I created that I can do that

then everything comes up every single word.

everything reminds me of you every damn damn place.

They say: "There is already, but let him go!"

I have the eyes opened and the trial since then.

I've learned to understand if one is not needed anymore.

and how it feels when the tingle in your stomach die.

This is something like that as a farewell letter my darling!
Because I know exactly did you spend the night with her.
I have the night thinking about you. Asked me what do you do well. 
I've just wanted you laugh just the one for me.

All the lies and the military have taken and where.

I know you are doing well you were laughing about it.
I will not speak ill of you, because it was a good time.
The memories are what I have no choice.

do I hide from everything bad that is not down here.

even if I'm here for you today nothing more.
I appreciate you as a person and that will remain so.
I like to think of the time, of the time both of us.

I wish you all the luck in the world and you find what you are looking for.

that you never regret what you do someday.
You have your place in my heart
and this forever.
But today I take my leave and please understand me.

Why?

It is time to admit.

Not every day can be so beautiful.

It is not always easy to always be the perfect daughter.

But I do what I can.

And then, then it is wrong.

I'm so pissed of my life.

Why does he hate me so?

I can not understand it.

It is indefinable to me.

From now on, I go my own way.

Nothing will stop me.

Welcome of my life

My first song.

It is just to say.

"WELCOME OF MY LIFE!"

My quotes

"A friend is someone who sees your smile and still feel that your soul is crying!"

"No one is perfect, just because he can once something better than you!"

"50 percent of all is better than 100 percent of nothing!"

"Never trust what you see. It could be your downfall!"

"

Think before you make a decision. 
Before you regret. Listen to your heart, not your mind."

She's my little DIVA dog ♥

Yes she's my little old girl.

I love her so much.

The time is very funny.

Evey day she comes to me.

She want that i hug her.

*ahahaha*

She is my cuty one <3

Your questions my answers. #1

What would you do when saturday is the end of the world?

Morizu: If the world ends on saturday than i want to meet my family and friends. Just to say 

"I love you!" to them.

Describe yourself in three words.

Morizu: Crazy, lovely, sometimes a little bit shy. *ahahaha*

Your favorite Energy Drink?

Morizu: That is easy. *ahahaha* It is Rockstar Energy Dink with Guavana <3

Your Musican Idol?

Morizu: My Idol is Sugizo. Because he is a great guitar player. He is a very great father. Nothing special.

Do you have contact to some Musicans?

Morizu: *stuck up my nose* Why not? Should I? *ahahahaha* No comment ^^ Musicans are humans like you and I.^^

The best song you have ever hear?

Morizu: There are many songs i like. But hmmm maybe .... "Sie ist nicht du" of Blumio. ^^

Sadness

My Mum is angry, because Dad was make bad things.

I know, my family is destroyed now.

His Love for her was a lie.

I hate him.

>.<

And because of those actions I have no partner on my own side.